i guess, blogging is when i feel like i want to. heh.

first & foremost, syukur Alhamdullilah. 

A little one is growing inside! Having to know the developments, reading from one week to another and how the growth continues, amaze me. From just the size of a seed, can grow into hands, legs, eyes, head etc etc. And of course, morning sickness and a few other symptoms are there to remind you; "Yes, you are having a baby inside you". First check-up, i gained 9kgs. my jaw literally dropped. Seriously. And seeing through the ultrasound, the size of a seed, just makes me wanna tear up. So, where does the 9kg come from eh? Haha. So you can imagine how gigantic i may look now. :P

Everyone around me has been super duper supportive and extra caring. Especially the hubs, ibu & mum-in-law. They are too sweet. Hubs kept on saying i look more & more attractive day by day. Yer ker nieeeee? Hehh. Oh, he knows that we, pregnant women need those kind of words more rather than saying us fat. Right? I can be unreasonably sensitive with just a little word. Sucks much.

So here it is, im about 9 weeks already. 

Say hi!

misses.

i miss clicking the shutter button.

its been quite sometime since i go out and just take out the camera and snap.

bokeh;

sunset;

colours;

<3;

May 14th - May 27th. ♥

summarised photos of events.

events that i would love to keep as memories till the day i lay on the deathbed.

madu cover bulan. 

this is how the story went;

the one,

hi hello.hello hi.

HEHHHH.

its beeeeen erms, too long. indeed super long ever since i've updated in this blog.

IKRRRRR.

marriage life, Alhamdullilah has been a blissed.

i do expect ups&downs of the rumahtangge.

"Allah akan memberi pelbagai ujian kepada umatnya."

InsyaAllah, God give me enough strength to go through all that.

and so, can i ermms, sort of compliment the husband here?

bcoz, he has been an amazing husband for this nearly 4-months of marriage.

And insyaAllah, he will be as amazing as he is for the rest of our journey throughout.

he is always there, when i needed.

he's there to bring me up when i'm down.

he laughs when i'm mad.

we will laugh together when we dun have enough money. crazy, indeed.

he tells me i'm prettty although there are thousands of pimples on my face.

he will try his very best to keep tat smile on my face.

his nonsense jokes, are wayyyy too nonsense indeed.

i kept on thanking God everyday for sending someone like you.

 

i can't imagine my life without you.

randomn one.

heeeeeeee.

i noe its been like ages since i've updated my blog. hell yeah, i've got alot of things to post like going to Pinnacle Duxton and Ariah Bobariah's bdae at Hotel Re! (it was awesome surprise coz i managed to make her cry! yay! all thanks to her awesome boypren!)

its April, i noe.
and next month.
yeah. hooooo-haaa.

shmelly nonsense stuffs are happening at work. ihateallthat. it's like seriously wadever.
but neh, its not going to affect my happy-excited mood.

am giving out the cards soon. :D

&, should i paint my room to purple?
still contemplating lei.

and oh, i HATE income tax. tsk BIG time.

a year. ♥

its been a year;
i thank Allah for giving me such a blessed engagement.

oh, hw many more months to go?
A BIG FAT T-H-R-E-E. ♥

u noe, its excited thinking about it but stressed at the same time. bukan laa stress pasal aper ke bende, but there are still things not done. like, choosing of outfits and all. i noe its not the time now, but stillllll. Aiya, takper laa, pelan2. hehh.

and psssst; i've got Kate-the-Spadeee!
ahhhh, tak sabar nyerr nak pakai! hehh. :D

gong xi, gong xi.

eve of CNY;

a simple heiiii heiii heiii sushi date. <3

too much of sushi-es can make u feel like vomiting. but after tat, it makes u wanna eat againnn. hehh.

the CNY;

pek-niccc & kite flying @ West Coast.

lelongg kites!

hi hensem! :P

 Aisy Eshan. Give a clap for urself if u can pronounce his name properly eh! hehhh.

 and thennn, woodlands waterfront for - finishing up food! haha.

irritating ;)

Azman shariff was busily playing a game on his iphone. and so i irritatingly covered the screen to not let him play. And he just looked at me with this kind of face: -___-

And i said; "i am irritating ritee? So, do you still wanna marry me?"

HAHA.

And he replied; "of coz, bcoz i can be more irritating than that."

Like this:

He snatch my spoonful of ice mango pudding which was gonna be inside my mouth soon. Haha.

There are just certain things which has happened; and you just wanna write in down somewhere so as not to forget that wonderful moment. :)

time is too short when i'm with you.

only one.

for the most dearest person in my heart. cheydebah. <3

not yet a new book. :)

 8th Jan, 14th chapter.

as days goes by, i find you more attractive lei. how like tat?

hehh.

have you ever felt a feeling like,

"ish, sayanggg nyer aku pat kau'' tat kind of thing?

weird but true though. :*

uh-huh. we went this on that day.

honestly, most of the times i felt like crying. the way the ustazah ask and talk things about marriage, just wanna make me tear okay.

and guess what?

the minute after this kursus,

we sat on a chair at MBS, we both planned about our money.

the savings and all. it feels good to plan all these kind of things.

especially with you. :)

(psst, tokyo dok!)

ppl say, money can't buy love.

but, the divorce rate is gettting higher all due to money problems. maybe not all, but MOST.

insyaAllah ours wun be. :)

insyaAllah.

eleben eleben.

i still havent welcome 2011 from this blog eh.

how kental can i get?

one of my new yr resolutions; which is sumting diff from all the resolutions that i've made before from the past few years.

which is: to be a great wife to Azman Shariff.

yes, i've put this in my status on FB.

but guess what? my ITCHYYYY HANDS accidentally deleted it.

LIKE WTHHH. ergh.

my 2011 planner. i'm loving it! pap para pappaaaa.

here are the events on the last week of 2010. one straight row of events lorr.

1st: Company Dinner.

Yummy foods.

I LOVE THIS. SUPERB.

BOTH TANs.

my babesss! :D

time for this, always a must eh. hehh.

2. 13 cells!

something diff from spooktacular. But i prefer spooktacular though. This one, like seram sejukkkks like tat. :S

3. to end 2010, a great movie is LOVED!

i wanna watch this again. over & over againn.

damn hilariousss!

so yerp, buhbye 2010!

lets welcome 2011 with lots of loveeee!

<3

pandaaaa.

this picture reminds me of a conversation I had with my mum and brother yesterday.

brother was talking about KungFu Panda part 2 coming out in 2011. and my mum was sebok-seboking saying 'OHHHH, TAT ONE RITE'. and i was saying dun mcm paham and all. And she remind me that we watched the movie together last time and said;

"Ibu ingat laa, citer nie yg bapak dier itik & anak dier panda gemok tu kann?"

And i started laughing and said;

"Mcm manerr laaa bapak dier itik kecik bleh dpt anak gemok besar mcm panda tu ehh?"

And my mum said;

"Yelarrr, mcm ibu, ibu kann kecik mcm ayam, skali dpt anak besar gedabak mcm kakak. Kakak tu Panda laaa."

toot tooot eh my mum. HAHAHA. my mum is so terribly funnehhh nowadays. I dunnoe wad has got into her. :P

the reason for not updating much is simply because: i just got back my baby sony the last 2 days. and now my hands are itching to snap snap.

honestly, this week i havent yet get a chance to just sit at home and rest.
Since last sunday, till next monday i sure have something on. And down with cough & flu. Sucky much. But i feel contented as i have the loveliest people around me. :)

perfection.

i just love this pic cann?
just because maxi dresses makes me look a little bit slimmer.
little bit only. hehh.

i have difficulty in breathing for quite a no. of days already.

1. overweight check: nope. i even lost 1kg.
2. stress check: maybe yes? due to preparations & upcoming events and stuffs like tat. but erms, i shudn't be stressed abt all these rite? shish.

oh maybe, i need a holiday. its been so long. i can't bear to wait for the honeymoon. tu lain cerite laa okay?

sometimes, i just think that you're too perfect for me. :/

Dec,

so fastttt eh.

i can feel the heat coming on already.

breathe in, breathe out.

1,2 step.

Diana Vickers. :)

Can't explain what it is

It takes my heart on a ride
The thought of seeing you
You teach me more everyday

You live your life more than me

It's not bother, it's you I see

Who knows what happens now

One day things will change I know

But today, here and now

I don't have any doubts at all

That it's me and you

Stuck like glue

Soul to soul

Hope from hope

Perfect to, me and you

I don't know why I'm afraid

It's losing you that I dread

I shudder at the thought

You are the medicine jar

You're the court and the spark

I'll love you when I'm old

Who knows what happens now

When we take our final bow

But today, here and now

I don't have any doubts at all

me & you;

love me when i'm old.

:)

just make me smile. :)

i was browsing through my calendar for 2011 when i saw this.

it made my heart "auuuw-ed".

its simple to please me and make me happy. just be creative in your own way. i dun need expensive stuffs, candlelight dinner or wadsoever. just as per abv, is enough to make me smile from ear to ear.