i will picture a family that consists of a man and a lady, with two beautiful children,
running, smiling, catching each other, tickling each other. and of coz, the sound of laughters; sincere laughters to be exact.
but the thought of seeing families tearing apart, going hay-wire here and there will just break my heart. where are the responsibilities? the need to take care of the kids. the need to give them the food and care that they need.
and also, families who stay under ONE roof, but talk behind each other's back about the things they are unhappy about. what's the use of talking when you're just hurting ur own feelings inside?
im scared.
im going to start a family soon. i mean, not THAT soon. insyaAllah if God gives me the rezeki. :)
becoming a mom, educating my children, understanding them.
will i be a good mom? will i have the respect that i should get? bcause, you know, kids nowadays are damn rude.
am i ready for all that?
whenever i say that i'm scared to the fiance, he will say;
"jgn takot syg, kalau you takot, lagiiiii laa i takot"
=.=!
and he will say:
"most importantly, understand each other. without that, it will be hard."
because he knows that his working shift and all that might affect our relationship.
gosh, i miss him already. and its not even a day.
all that i can do is, pray for the best.
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