AL-MAJLIS FOR SHEESHA.

oh no, i dun sheesha. Just went there to meet these bunch of nonsense ppl. hehh.

AND,

ain need to stop with the "NAD NADD KAU JOGET MCM NIE NAD!"

firstly it was the Beyonce den Michael Jackson. Lepas nie aku tak tau aper pulak ehhhh. HAHAHA.

its the 11th Chapter already. and we both totally forgot about it.
time seems to be too fast eh.

Smile is my favourite.
You make me smile, therefore, you are my favourite. ♥

chantek-lah ♥

 Farrell's cukor rambot.

And i was appointed to be the photographer. Next week there's another one. I wonder how is my work. Really, i need you people to comment on the pics. Coz im really, still learning taking pics of such events.

tell me about his cheeks. nyomnyom rite? hehh.

 the crucial part. i had to be fast. i had to squeeze. i had to jengket my feets.

 at one point of time, i felt like crying. im touched. dunnoe why. imagine, a photographer crying over the event instead of the parents of this child eh? hehhh.

 a mum's love,

and met dearest after tat. had jemputan at his side. and after tat, we had nowhere to go. and since i bought 2 cameras plus extra lens, he brought me to these places. they are loooooved!

baju kurong ponn, baju kurong laa kan?

manis laa katerkan. hehhh.

aaah tis part tak perlu. he was trying to carrry me! adoi.

cik abang, do u noe tat i weigh 3245632153484896 pounds? :P

 and this placeeee! near lower seletar reservoir. when we passed by lower seletar reservoir, i blurted out,

"ALAAAA, tempat nie dah pegi."

 coz he said he wanted to bring me to a place that i've never went before. And then, he made a U-turn, and i saw this place.

and i go, "OH-EM-GEEE, CAN U PLS U-TURN BACK?" :P so, tis is it.

 sunset. i wanna watch sunrise one day. i dun mind getting up as early as 3am in the morning just to watch something beautiful.

hello sayang, ily.

bye.

he can be as irritating as the mentioned abv. 

much ♥;

Hi October;

relieve stress abit, we go ka-la-o-kayy!

cheap cheap good good, you all should noe where.

heee.

October, a month full of changes for the workplace. Transferring of ppl here and there. Except for me, staying here, as always. But the resposibilities they have given me, much much BIGGER.

Taking care of one IDAC centre may seemed easy. But i noe im not the firm type where i can just scold anyone i want to. They have feelings, i have too.

The confidence level, ZERO.

But the people around me have helped to boost them up. Colleagues, family and dearest.

Without their words, i wouldnt even wanna try.

Thank you. :)

syawal oh-10.

tremendous late update eh?

been busy here and there, got home from work, no strength to edit pics and update them here. but, i do upload them in my FB. :)

so here it is, my Hari Raya for 2010.

honestly, it was totally diff. with my mum's side at JB, not much ppl came there as u noe, transport main prob and of coz the traffic jam. wadever it is, i still enjoyed Hari Raya as much as always. Coz i noe, my family will always be there.

 i didnt get to meet the cousins from my mum's side. but i had lots of fun & laughter from my dad's side.

they're always funny. Especially my Cik Odah aka Makcik Melatah. A video of her melatah-ing was uploaded on FB. :P

 ouh, these kids areeee aweeee-to-the-someee! pandai nyah amik gambar.

 and of coz, outing with the Perserverance Yields Success punyer budak-budak. :) i love the self-time shots and the tak jadi jumping shots. heee.

and, budak-budak irritating berjalan rayaa.

 love's side, at JB. one bungalow, the other a condo. The condo one, syiok i tell you. Feels like getting a home at JB. nyehhh.



when it comes to hari raya, all i wished was to go back to my childhood years. not bcoz of the green packets, but i want back my carefree mind. Where the cousins meet up, playing together, thinking abt nothing else but to play.

do take note: I AM EXTREMELY BUSY FOR THE TIME BEING.

due to work, its back to square one. i'm alone here with Uncle Pasu. Alice got transferred to Ubi and the new girl was nowhere to be found. Argh. I'm getting used to all these kind of nonsense. I dun get it, why must you even got the cheek to volunteer yourself when you noe u stay in the west area and then in the end, taking up tons of MCs and then disappear out of sudden. OH WHY. i need an explanation on this.

i need a holiday like pls. or maybe a week off so i can spend my time at home, watching Korea dramas. Hehhhhh. Yes, i'm like addicted to them already. I even find one of my brother's fren look like a korean guy. Duh, because he's putih and got sepet eyes. Nyehh.

okay lah, see you next time. i need to finish up my never-ending work. blueh.

lucky.

a few years back, there was one so-called "fortune teller" came over to my workplace to sell his stuffs and all. But of coz, me and the colleagues were not interested at all. But this guy just stood there, looking at me. And i mean STARING.

I looked back at him and gave him the look of why-are-you-looking-at-me-like-tat. And suddenly he blurted out, 'YOU'RE ONE LUCKY GIRL'. I didnt ask further coz the way he said it, kinda freaked me out.
At that point of time, i couldn't find any possible reasons of why he said that i'm lucky. Due to reasons like, i didn't get the course that i want in poly, boyfriends and stuffs like that.

But to think back, for now, i have a great feeling that i am one lucky girl. and no, i don't believe in all the teller-teller thingy. But, i'm thankful to Allah for all that he has given me.

A great family,
Super supportive mum, always there for me.
Joker Dad, never fail to make all of us smile.
And of coz, kental brother. He will always "Kakak, kak, kak," me at home.
At times, i find his jokes are damn lame, but i still find it funny after looking at his face. HAHA.
And yeaa, he's gonna make us proud. :)

An awesome fiancé,
Nearly 10 months,
and me myself can't believe it that, we still haven't fight.
Oh wait. Its not that i want us to fight, but its really something diff in this relatnship of mine.
Coz, if i really wanna compare to the other bfs, just one word, sucky.
The thing is, i can't be angry at him. Whenever i'm starting to be angry, there he goes, making me smile from ear to ear again.
The way he make me calm down after feeling all the insecurities, i tell you, its awesome of how he can make me real calm.
And of coz, counting down to our big day. :)
Gosh, i miss him already even though we just met yesterday.

And of coz, my two adorable fatty and skinny,
they make my world even lovelier.

For me and Ariah, we both always wished that we're each other's boyfriends. Bcoz, if it's like that, things would be easier. No arguments, no dwelling onto pasts, no worrying if we can get pregnant if we sleep with each other. :P And also, we are both romantic okay. Ask her if you wouldn't believe meee. But things are already like that. We're cousins. I used to hate her when we were small. Leaving her alone while me and other cousin go to the playground. Oops. Okay shush, i can rant abt our childhood if i dun stop. :P

And aunty bella, seriously, she's my aunty. Hehh.
What i noe is, she will be there when i need her. Although at times she's busy with sch stuff and all, she will always be there. And i always find her recommendations of songs/movies/dramas are all good.

 Ishk, sayang korang smuer lah! :D

im sorry if i talk too much. but i just need to tell these people how important they are in my life.

ps: someone googled my name and ended up here eh? i wonder who you areee! hehh.
ps ps: RAYA NAK DEKAT OI!

meet-ups, ♥

22.08.10;

i made new friends. honestly, they are one bunch of GEREKKKK people.

plus, KECOH-RABLE tooo. :)

eleeeeehhhhh, ♥

syg u many-many. :)

and alsooooo! meeting up with my sec schmates!

 suker sukerrrrr sngt kalau jumper dorang.

i can laugh like nobody's business. hehh.

nana's bdaeee surprise.

i love it much when someone cry during their bdae.

they make me wanna cry too.

coz, i noe, they cry bcoz of happiness that they just can't explain with smiles.

:')

and ariah, i feel what u feel right now.

its totally the exact same thing.

InsyaAllah, the "ONE" will come right to you when its the right time.

and ur ONE here, is always here for you horr baby.

"Jgn luper kerete lembu awak, mentang-mentang dah ader Audi".

hehhhhh.

love, ur fatttty bom bom!

whenever i think of you, my heart sings a little love song.

make me smile on my worst days.

yess youuu! ♥

bye.hi.tata.hello.

The past is there for us to learn. For us to remember the mistakes that we’ve made, so that we won’t make those same mistakes again in the future. Don’t dwell on the past so much that you can’t move forward. Don’t let the past hurt you so much that you can’t enjoy the present, and look forward to the future. Remember, the past is a chapter in your life, and not the final fullstop.

- Life’s Little Wonders

YESS, come on nisaaaa.
Seriously, i hate it when everytime i've heard the stories, the mind starts to go haywire again. In fact, i love to hear the stories. I love to ask, but everytime my ears spare the stories and the mouth had to ask, THERE goes, the heart getting ripped off. Why oh why. I dun like my thoughts.

You can't expect them to be there for you 24hrs around the clock.
You can't expect them to always reply ur texts like immediately.
You can't expect them to comfort you with all the nice words everytime you're feeling down.
You can't expect them to be your expectations.

Maybe, your expectations are way too high.

My mondays are always ain't good.

uh-huh.

How's your Ramadhan so far? Hopefully its good for everyone. :)

Time flies reallie fast. Without knowing, it will be Hari Raya already ehh.

These Studio-Like shots were taken a few days before puasa. Nope, its not a Studio. But its Jacintha's house.

Backdrop: Black Cloth

Lighting: Natural Lighting / Built-in Flash

Make-Up: Ownself

Outfit: Ownself

And hell yes, we had damn lots of funnn!

That's the only pictures i wanna post here. Bcoz, some people just couldn't shut their damn bloody mouth when they see a normal-pakai-tudung-girl, opens up her hijab for a 'suka-suka' studio-like photoshoot. Well, HELLO, atleast i have decent poses, unlike yours, kissing from mouth to mouth. yuckssss BIG time.

Mate gue nak muntahhh laa tgk! Jgn ckp mate sayer jee, mate-mate lain yg sewaktu dgnnyer ponn conferm nak muntah. :P

We're planning more of these. Next one, i shall wear tuala on my head. Hmmmmph!

Oh anyways, Spore has been busy with YOG ehh lately? Dearest has been busy too. Its either we talk for awhile and he goes to sleep or we don't even get a chance to talk at all. Adoi, kerinduan menjelma laa kan. Hehh. But. i'm totally fine with it. Coz i noe, he's tired.

And yayy! Tmr's Sunday.

Sexcited.

"Some people say you only fall in love once, but every time I hear your voice I fall in love all over again."

thank you.

i noe, thank you is just not enough. :)