sometimes, when i miss you too much, i wish i could pick you up from my mind and just hug you. ♥

updates will be soon, sooner, soonish. hehhh.

things we didnt do.

“Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small, like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger, like when we let down a friend. Some of us escape the pangs of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past. And sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn’t do.”

— One Tree Hill

papers & trees; ILY BOTH.

"Good morning, Roz, my succulent little garden snail. And who will we be scaring today?"

-Mike Wazkowski

i didn't know that papers can actually make me go crazy. i just realized it today.

and one more advice, don't depend on technology too much. i think i've depended too much on the new system in my workplace. everything is too automatic that i didnt even bother to check for any mistakes. its like, when i check, there's no mistakes at all. AND when i didnt check; HA! AMEKK KAU. there's mistakes everywhere. what to do next? DIE LOR.

the best thing was, i've actuallie photo-copied all the 200plus pieces of invoices. which equals to; double craziness.

i don't like the feeling of wasting paper. seriously. not trying to say that i'm the type of eco-friendly or wadsoever. BUT, i pity the trees. its like, it takes so many years for a giant treee to grow and i'm here, wasting them, tearing them, scribbling onto their faces. and oh, luckily i didn't use it as toilet papers. nyahaha.


and one more thing, i stepped onto someone's toe with my heels in the bus today morning. im embarrassed; yet, i love the feeling. who asked you not to give me ample space to walk whereas there's like soooo much space next to you. and hello, im not small. can't you see my butt? hahaha.



and you, glance at me again from that distance. loveitmuch.

Photography.

im attending this! $50 only okayy. its like super cheap compared to other photography workshops outside.

of all the 3 abv, my top fav will be the Chot Touch. love his ideas and photography skills. and also, love his photos too. super nicee!

love, loved.

and i actuallie caught these two movies wif Bella the Bels. and i also actuallie cried in these two movies. Oh my, cry cry baby. But i lovee Dear John. Not only because Channing Tatum is inside. OMG. trust me, he's HOT laa. Such a sweet plus romantic movie with beautiful words and etc etc. And i love their soundtracks too!

and; i dunnoe wads up with wads wad. i mean, im trying to find the mistakes that i have been doing. and yes, i admit there are mistakes which are reasonable to be scolded. but there are certain things which i thought that they are unneccessary. which i think that its better not to say it.

and its kind of confusing. like wadever i do seems to make me look like an idiot to you. erggh.

but every argument always have an end to it right? ibu actually called and said she's cooking maggie mee today! i was like; I-WANTED-TO-SHOUT-YAYY! but i got dumb-founded. well, maybe i was abit 'errr' when she called. hehhs.

alaa, wadever it is, I STILL LOVE YOU LA IBU!

and so, im going home straight after work for this whole weeek.

be a goody-good gerl for mummy.

okay, shuddup la nyesa.

and hur-hur. this coming weekend; PAINTBALL!

superrrr can't wait for this. but i can't seem to find what to wear on that day.

that feeling of missing you although we've just been apart for a few seconds.

its been like that; as i wished we could have another 5mins.

and, another one.

MYT3s, went for another photo-taking/syiok sendiri/model-like photoshoot. hehhs.

u can call us kental, but we're still cool in our own ways. :P

i suddenly miss you both too terribly. too terribly that i want to pee in both ur mouths. cann? haha.

lets go for photoshoot again once i get my 50mm lens plsss! and yes, i am so going to grab one at the IT Fair which is upcoming soon.

and one more thing, engagement pics are up! visit my FB for all the peektures okay? :)

there are times when you thought that it was better off THAT way.

that long holiday;

and so, im hereeee to update. i noe im late. im just purely lazy to update. nyehss.

and that was it; 14th Feb. here are only some of the photos tat the photographer gave to me. will get it soon and will upload in FB for sure. hehs. here are only some sneak peaks. :)

the pics tat he gave to me are all the candid ones lor. no proper pretty ones. hhah. have to wait for him to give me like everyyythingg. i cant wait!

and Alhamdullilah the ceremony was great. And thanks again to the ones who came and make the occasion more livelier and of coz, KECOH! and sorie for the cramp space; too many ppl and the heat becomes more melampau. hehhs. but wadever it is, it was an awesome day. :)

and the next day; KITE-FLYING!

at a diff place from where i usually go to. this one is much more UN-crowded and ample space to fly the kites.

he said "penat laa diri; nak try bareng pulakk arh!"

i say; "okayyy lah! i temankan uu lah!"

and ouh, after that we thought of having dinner at ECP but damn, there were too many ppl. Maklommm lah, holiday. so, we decided to buy macd n kfc and made a mini picnic. syiok i tell you. it was unexpected windy and lovely plus abit romantic. wahaha. and also, thanks shafiee for his doraemon's van. hehhs.

its the start of something new;

lets hold hands and do this together.

one more freaking step;

tie-the-knot.

and so, the day arrives tomorrow; 14th Feb 2010.

be happy; pls?

ex-ci-ted.

i miss this thing cann? how i wish i can just sit down and play the toys again without anyone saying "eeee, dah besar ponn nak maen mainan". and especially barbie dolls. i will remember me and cousins will bring over our barbies to grandma's house and play there. super syiok. but now, no more.

im a big girl edii. too big indeed. haha.

and on Monday, met up with my sec sch classmates! OMG. its has been like oh-so-longg since i sit down and talk to them laaa! as usual, we will talk about our sec sch things tat made us laugh like hell. especially the part when Mr Lim, our POA teacher smiled, showing his teeth just bcoz someone asked him to smile. hahaha. tell you, that teacher hardly smiles. and we were quite curious on how he would look like if he smiled.

and of coz, pics must be taken! we are all so grown up edii. working adults huh? feewits.

can we do this more often? too much catching ups till i forgot certain things that need to be told. hehhs.

4more days, everyone is getting me excited. Suffi posted the Final Countdown music video on my FB wall and kak shida wrote on my wall reminding me its 4 more days left. omggg. and now i feel mcm nak terkencing pulakk. hehhs.

love ur morning calls,

love when you go that extra mile buying me lunch and did not forget my green tea.

love the way u do little things and make me smile till the ear.

i thought there's no one left,
but u make me realized;

abilities.

in a day, many things.

“When a guy calls you, he wants to be with you.

When a guy is quiet, he’s listening to you.

When a guy is not arguing, he realizes he’s wrong.

When a guy says, “I’m fine,” after a few minutes, he means it.

When a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do too.

When you’re laying your head on a guy’s chest, he has the world.

When a guy calls you every day, he is in love.

When a guy says he can’t live without you, he’s with you till you’re done.

When a guy says, “I miss you,” he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.”

Read that. Got it from tumblr. Realie loves the posts on tumblr and the pics too. Sumtimes, when i looked at reallie pretty pics; i will go "OMG OMG OMG. so niceeeee." and after that, i will wonder why are they so creative? jealousy strucks. and noo, cannot be jealous. Coz that's the speciality that God has given to them. And everyone including you, has that special thing too. :))

ALOT of things happened yesterdae.

Early in the morning Ariah bobariah texted me;
"Morning awakkkkk, Tadi pagi awak joget ehh? Because kat california ader earthquake! [:"

Bacennnnn. I couldn't stop smiling like one kerang busokkkk after i read that. And i told her, i actuallie danced hiphop. Sebab tuuuu laaaa. huahua.

And in the afternoon, bf called using another hp number. He made a diff voice and pretended to be Rahim.

Bf: Nak kenal-kenal boleh?

Me: Harh? Malas arh nak layan. BYE!

And i put down the fone. HAHA.

I didnt know it was him and he called me back saying, "asal seii you letak." And i answered, "Abeh u merepek." Trying to test me eh youu. But too bad, i only want to kenal-kenal with Azman Shariff. hehhhs. :P

AND, i met MR DENTIST in the evening.

Before that, Ariah fetched me from work. Did i just type fetch? Hell yeah. That sweet pretty girl fetched me from work. nyahah. And she came over my house and we had monopolydeal-athon. played over and over again till about 7.45pm. And the best part was, i only won ONE TIME. how greaaaaat. Punishment was, i have to call her pretty for one week. Shuddup.

So, get back to the Dentist. I just love the feeling after the cleaning up. Its like when i use my tongue to feel my bottom front teeth, i feel as if it got ample space in between the tooths. IF, they aren't expensive, i will surely go everyweeek. huahua.


i've wrote down a list of places to go after the 14th; and i realized, there's quite a number of things.


can't wait for the clock to strike 6.

randomnizing.

i love it when randomn things happen on a randomn day.
especially from the ones we love.


and i can't stop smiling to myself looking at the pic abv.
 
 
 
 
sometimes, i just wish, what i want to wish will come true.

forgiving.

i joined this group on FB;

"Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in ur life".

which is true yeah? but if i want the person to still be in my life, but the person doesn't, what am i suppose to do? i've tried every single ways but failed. i still get the cold shoulder. there are also ppl who were there, trying to help.

i forgive too easily. i noe that. i know there are ppl out there taking advantage of it. But, im alright with it. I dun need any enemies to make me happy. ;)

and ZOMG. issit february already?

too many things coming up! my planner is almost filled up with things already; which i really love it. teehehhs.



count-the-down;

myt3. ♥

♥s them to the much.

went airport on Monday; just to have popeyes and in search of the victoria secrett body mist. and ending up, buying the lotion ponn jadik laah! hehs.

and went to McCafe and played monopoly deal plus babi attack. super addictive games cann?

and more photos of us. :))

and ariah taught me how to cross my eyes! yayy.

e'ehhh. aku sayang koranggg gile-gile laaa BODOH. huahuahua.

can't wait for the weekends to arrive! hurry up laaa.

awaits.

a text msg from the boyfren;

I love you every sec,

every minute,

every hour,

every day,

every week,

every month,

every year

and,

EVEREADY.

and yes, the battery eveready.

tat makes me laugh alott. first part, makes you want to puke rite? i noeee. but this bf of mine, cannot be romantic i tell you. once he start his sweet moochy words, there he goes making another joke.

and hey, i love u more and more each day okayy!

the future awaits;

kangen.

my top 3 fav!

if you wish to see more of the pics, take a peek at my FB wokayys! :))

can i have more of these? but next time round, i want to take out my camera too and snap snap like alott of pics.

i suddenly miss taking pictures. although i've skipped taking pictures for about 2 weeks, the feeling is like as if i've not taken pics for 2 years. wth rite. i noee.

e'eh, i rindu you gile-gilee laa!

old times. :)

click to enlarge.

i knew him during primary sch okayy. oh wells, he had a sort of crush on me last time. BUT, that was during the kental days nak mampos cann? the weird thing about us is, although i've changed fone, i've shifted or wadever, we're still contactable. i mean, there's alwaes ways for us to find each other no matter wad. and i just realised yesterdae when we had our conversation in msn, we've known each other for oh-so-long.

and when i told him about 14th feb, he said he's happy plus sad.

and when i asked why;

he said "there's no more tudung fren yg jambu, gerek, intellectual (and the list goes on) like u!"

omg. i was touched laaa.

but i will still be the same nisah no matter wad okayy?

tat also goes to Ariah my bestest-est cousinnn!

i loveee u lots and i dun give a damn, i still wan to have mini-slumber parties, shopping with uu, karaoke-ing and also playing card games. :))

e'eh. kaypo la.

get a life.

or should i say; get an MSN or just private message?

the thing is, someone said i'm being KAYPO. oh wells, i AM kaypoo. i dun mind being called that but sometimes, when you want to say others, pls beware, you might want to say that to yourself first.

when comments were being made in FB, moreover in MY WALL, i will receive notifications and it urges me to look and read and reply. coz, HELLO, once again, its my WALL. durhh. so, if lets say there were 2 ppl talking in my wall and i would love to give my comments and my thoughts, i will reply. and that caused ppl to say that im interfering their talk. and then, when they interfere, atleast i will say on the post itself and not to say behind their backs. oh wadever kental. get an MSN okayy?

OMGG, these kind of things also can be an issueee. nothing to do, korek pantat laa pantat.

who am i talking about? ouh, whoever eats the chilli, taste the spicy-ness okay?
sometimes, i just want to call them stooooooooopiiiiiid right infrnt of their face wif my bitchy accent. =.=!

i-miss-us-to-the-much.

we seriously didnt plan for child's name. but i just told him, i dun wan their names to be oh-so-long and then without any meaning.

and u noe wad he suggested?

"hmm, kiter namerkan UPIN jee lah!"

and tat day too, he fell from his bike. zomg. so, dun play-play with getting a child's name. hehhs. >.<

ciri-ciri.

(click to enlarge.)

i've been waiting for these kind of photoshoots to happen. and moreover, its free-of-charge! hell yeah.

yest, bright sunny sunday. went for photoshoot wif MYT3, but this time round, with 3 real photographers. And i really mean real okay. With superrrrrrb lenses, cool external flashes, and of coz, with their great ideas. hit city hall, CHIJMES & punggol end. i've yet too see all the photos and tat gets me all excited. i heard, i'll be getting 3 different CDs. omg. i reallie want more of theseee pls!

yesterdae was reallie great. nak katerkn, puas hati arh with all the sweaty armpits. haha. and after tat, went to ariah's place to lepak and mandi. and bf fetched from there.

but my MONDAY;

totally BLUE. had freaking terrible headache when i woke up. i thought after the shower might feel better. but it worsen. bluehh. :/

and so, i took half day and SLEEP SLEEP at home.

baru syiiiooook. hehhs.

lets hold hands and swing it like a rollercoaster! :))

bye.

it actuallie made me smile when i browse through the pictures.
i'm glad that those pics are smiling faces and having much fun and laughters.

over it.