let me tell you ONE secret.

i'm just busy to update.

i've got TONS of things to update in this blog. i've even wrote down on a piece of paper of what's what to update and to edit photos.

the thing is, im tired. been busy with work and stuffs. and whenever im home, i won't switch on the comp. penat but, i loveee the busy-ness. And, my supervisor keeps on being nice to me. I wonder why. haha.

you know, i wonder how someone can get a high post when the english language that was being used; be it via talking or emails, ARE SUCH, hmm how should i put it? NON-ENGLISH? reallie nonsense. I'm not saying as if my english is reallie good. BUT, simple english like past tense or present tense, that someone can't even differentiate. Can i show you ppl an example? I reallie want to post this.

Dear All


Please close this month sale from 1 to 30 Dec.
Those admin was on half day tomorrow please generate the invoice before you all leave the office.

disgusting ppl, talk disgusting things.

ho ho ho.

meryy merry x'mas everyone! can't wait for few more hours to fly.

and i got this x'mas present for myself. kekek. oh wells, i just dun like to depend on anyone to buy me something. its worth it to buy this kind of things with your own pocket money. Coz, i noe its my own hard earned and i should noe very well how to take effing guud care of it. haha.

a'ah laa nyahh. >.<

ily/imy/iwtmy.

at times, we've said it too much. but i wanna say it again n again to you. bcoz, i do ly.

yes you.

ohmy, ijustmissyoutoomuchiguess. friday, pls come earlyyy.

wth.

why do you still bother to read a stranger's blog?

why do you even want to know about my life?

why do you STILL want to even know when u regard me as your stranger?

F off. pls. move on.

worth.

“There are two ways to live: you can live as if nothing is a miracle; you can live as if everything is a miracle.” - Albert Einstein

have u ever thought who are you worth for?

for all the things that are happening towards you, are they worth for you?

in life, we have a choice. to choose the GOOD one or BAD one.
if the wrong choice was being made, im sorry, you have to face it yourself.

no one can help you unless you help yourself first.

i regard myself as the other half of you, and if it hurts you, it double hurts me.






doesnt mean we're going to last forevr if we are in a long-term relatnship. 

Bukit Gombak/Batok

i got confused between Bukit Batok & Gombak. When i'm confused, i will get other ppl to get confused too. Hehhs. pity pity him had to go round n round to get tis Bukit Batok Nature Reserve. Hell yeah, the place i've been wanting to go so much coz, i will pass by this place everytime I go to my uncle's place.

and i purposely add some vintage tones to the pics as im feeling old school. haha. wadever can?

i love my self-timer. hehs.

whenever i thought of it, i get butterflies/coackroches/lizards inside my stomach. hehhs. ;p

how to not eat too much when u're happy? coz it seems that i've been eating n eating. grrrr.

satu familia.

afiq got back from perth. i swear he got too many stories to tell. especially the FOOD part. haha. kept on complaining about the breakfast that they provided there. He said, kept on giving him cereals and breads. And he got sick of it. I replied by saying; "U cant expect them to give you nasi bungkus or mee soto rite?"

=.= bacens laa afiq. ahaha. and so yeah, since he has been complaining, my dad decide to blanja us at usual place, East Coast. hehhs. oh wells, my dad has alwaes been blanja-ing us. kekek.

my parent's favourite. why? dun ask. just love it.

dun eee when you see vegetables. i loveee veggies. but i dun see why im still FAT. haha.

and here are 2 pics which afiq took in Perth which i tink its lovelyy. hehs. especially the clouds from the airplanee! i wan to go on an airplaneee again. pretty plssss.

why i feel as if im just like a toilet paper?

when in need, the person will look for me no matter how/where/wadever.
when not needed, im just there, lying around. not even in contact.

:))

yeah. laughters cures it all. :))

there are quite a certain number of ppl who loves to ask me these 2 questn;

1. Nisa, why u like to laugh?
2. Nisa, why u like to smile?

Let me answer it here, to smile is like giving a donation. But its a donation from the heart. To laugh as to cure all my worries inside my heart. When i laugh, i forget all the little problems that worries me.

So, lets join the group of HAPPY PEOPLE. ;))

IBU'S 46th.

that's my momma. she's 46th on the 13th of 12th.

yes ibu, just admit that u're old alreadii pls. haha.

she's been the one. been there for me, always there when i needed her the most. God, i wonder what will happen to me if she's not there, not there for me.

I love her to the fullest and won't exchange any other things in the world for her. ♥

so-not slumber party.

thursday night, 101109, ariah & arina came over to my house to have de-stress session cum run away for awhile from their mom's nagging. haha. oh my, i just wish to have more and more of this and pls make a proper one. Like, all the cuzzies gather and play games and SLEEPOVER. that will be damn shiok lor.

webcam session.

how can someone become so stupid over LOVE? like damn stupid sei.

BODOH.

Questn.

"I won't dare question GOD why he puts me through trials & challenges because I never question him when I experience joy and victory."

but,

i do thank HIM.



yesterdae was extremely fun-nest. was so called mini slumber party without a sleepover. i just had to tell you ppl. haha. will update with pics sooon!

and yesss. AFIQ IS COMING HOME TMR. i miss my brother. it felt abit weird when i asked him yesterdae during our conversation in Facebook chat, whether he had eaten or not. haha. But auww, he missed mum's mee soto. And i felt my eye filled with tears when i was chatting with him. Because, our family never have been apart this long.(hell yeah although its only been a week!) Not even once. And this is the first time. Alrite, shall not rant anymore as i will cry anytime.



what did u get again for failing ur IPPT? ;p

knot.

OMG. I just couldnt believe its happening. I mean, i believe its going to happen one day, BUT, its happening real soon. InsyaAllah. Just need to pray for the best and the best. :)




excited + nervous.

Deal?

Let's Make A Deal by Diane Blue

You forgive me for liking you too much,

And I'll forgive you for not liking me enough.

You forgive me for missing you so,

And I'll forgive you for being so cold.

You forgive me for the loud racing of my heart,

And I'll forgive you for not hearing it.

You forgive me for playing your games,

And I'll forgive you for toying with my emotions.

You forgive me for finding you so attractive,

And I'll forgive you for not noticing.

You forgive me for raising you up so high,

And I'll forgive you for bringing me down so low.

You forgive me for wanting to be with you,

And I'll forgive you for avoiding me.

You forgive me for being so pathetic,

And I'll forgive you for taking advantage of it.

You forgive me for not being able to let go,

And I'll forgive you for never having latched on.

You forgive me for having hopes and dreams,

And I'll forgive you for crushing them.

Forgiveness brings inner peace.

Do we have a deal?

Don't Be Sad.

am currently reading this book. and no, i didnt buy it. I was browsing my house mini library, and my mum actualie bought it not quite long ago.

a book, full of inspirations. words that will make ur heart feel lighter. words that kept on reminding you, why do u need to be sad when we know our life is short and we should just care-less about things or words that are too harsh to you.

and of coz, have GOD in ur heart alwaes.

and omg, my mum made a joke about TRIUMPH ad yest. I couldn't take that off from my mind. HAHA. it was freaking hilarious that i couldn't stop laughing and shaking my body even when it was time to sleeeep. HAHA.

time; us.

rain-bowy heart.

"And I'll blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins; Coz your heart has a lack of color."

-Owl City.

oh, how i wish i could do that to anyone that suits the above. its reallie beautiful to have a colourful heart. :)

♥.

that's what i need you to be. pls don't change any bit. heart u the way you are. ♥

Chapter One.

Sunday night, met bf for dinner. and he was driving a lorry. haha. sitting in a lorry is a whole lot of fun. its like sitting in a big car. where u can see the full view in front of you; without the bonnet of a car. haha. and yeah, he drove to a petrol station, bought a drink and YANYAN. oh my. i miss that childhood food okay. having that long biscuit with printed words on it, reading it and dipping it on the chocolate. when the biscuit is finished, using our fingers and lick the chocolate. yummmeh.



new beginning, new chapter. Still tons of chapters to cover. :)

on the road.

wooopsieee, got that card posted it to the mailbox the past 2 days.

driving may look easy. but when driving with my dad sitting next to me, THATS IT. im getting nags for like 24/7. like everyting i do, there will always be NYETSNYETSNYETS from the person sitting next to me; one and only DADDY. seriously. there was once i got panicky because of the scoldings, i changed the wrong gear. and the car felt like it was galloping like a horse. huahua. and thats wen i become more panicked.

gosh, i reallie want to drive in peace. i noe, one day i will. coz all these are for my own good. due to im-a-careless-person. :\




nur anisah, dun let someone call you obsessive again. Think positive, Set ur mind free.

cheated full stop

let me ask you this question; what do you feel when ur own bestfren/closest fren toyed with ur feelings and said, it was just a joke. When she said she has broken up with her bf and after A FEW DAYS, she said it was just a plain joke and laughed hysterically awayy.

and no, of coz i didnt keep quiet or go with the flow. i told them back, they are HURT-ING me. i cared for BOTH of them, and wad they did was played with my heart. my concern and care wasn't meant to be toyed for. GOD, and i couldn't stand to keep the secret anymore but to just let it off. and you noe, how it hurts right? GOOOD for you.

now, go and think.

but but, the next TWO print-screened on my fb made my day after what had happened;

click on it and reaaaad. haha. this cousin of mine realie knows how to make me smile and laugh non-stop especially for the one below. she post tat herself in her bf's profileee. CUTE-NESS LA. HAHAHA.

whenever i tink of it, i smiled to myself like realie smileee. haha. gilaaa.

"biar orang buat kiter, jangan kiter buat orang okay syg?"

how i wish to have that patience from you.

yesterdae-

and; it was yesterdae; 05 Dec 09.

where my brother went for Perth with his sch's soccer team. How lucky he is right?

Jealoous? Of coz. I would love to go there someday. Pls Pls.

Send him off at airport at about 6am in the MORNING.

My off day but i had to wake up damnn early. Haha.

But, its okay, coz its worth it coz my bro made me proud. :)

have a good trip brother! Go safely and come back safely.

And without you, i couldn't sleep with air-con on coz it will be leaking. Therefore, i need you to come back and sleep in ur room and on ur air-con. haha.

Gosh, i miss him alreadyy. Miss his crappy nonsensical jokes. Miss him calling me and say "Haha. Nothing."

crap. i noe.

and after airport, off to Woodlands. Went to bf's new house as he was shifting house. Plus. My first time meeting his parents. Nyehehe.

Everyone was nicee. Helped out in the kitchen and after that, played with these two kids. Very pantat-cacing. Cannot sit still. Only time when they are quiet is when they sleep. Haha.

alesya. i hope her spelling is correct eh. but she's too adorable. only her brother can understand her language. she even mistaken me as her mum coz her mum wears tudung too. haha. so cuteeee can?