A Tuesdate with the husband.

Ate at his feberet place, Seoul Garden. (oh, i promised to treat him after he went up & down coz i left after paying for Qusyairi's milk without taking it. Belo right?) So yeah, it really felt like we were dating in the days back then before marriage. We eat eat eat, talk talk talk & there will surely be one joke that make us laugh super loud in Seoul Garden.

And then we went for bowling! (oh, we had free tickets for a game!) hehe. It has been like 84341331 months i've not played. Eversince the start of pregnancy i wasn't allowed to bowl. And guess what lah, as i was about to throw the ball, it went behind. Thanks ah. Thanks. Malu den.

We karaoke-d after that! Ahhhhhhhh, i miss singing! Been pestering the hubs to go karaoke and he kept on saying later later later. So i sang my hearts out lorr. Heeee. And i didnt know we get free one hour on weekdays! Syiokkk lah.

And when we got home, we had movie marathon. That was when after Qusyairi was asleep lah. Eating tidbits, laughing together anddd, the husband snored. Hmm, nothing new. Hahah.

We don't usually have our own time after we had Qusyairi. During the day, when we are about to enjoy a movie, there he goes waking up again and cry for milk or for attention. But wadever it is, we are so blessed to have our little boy around. He taught us to have more patience, to smile alot and, seriously, marriage is much more meaningful after he was born. :)

Cili Padis to my Banmian.

they are like my chili padis to my banmian.

without chili padi, my banmian is not syiok enough to eat.

and a day without them, its incomplete. <3 p="p">

and i'm alone at home. the husband, a day out with his friends & Qusyairi out with his nenek & atok to jemputan. the feeling is like, as if there's a hole in my heart. boleh gitu? :P

i may nag, shout, ask to do this, to do that, make angry faces, masam faces,

but i love these 2 guys in my life, every little bits & pieces of them.

i do question myself most of the times; what if my husband gets tired of my naggings & scoldings & whining?

i did asked him once; have u ever regret in marrying me?

he said; 

"never". 

i've once sang this song to you;

"Andai esok, aku menjadi tanah, sudikah engkau menjadi bunganya?"

i cried like crazy lah, wad else. heh. :')

he may not be rich,

he may not have enough money,

he doesn't pamper me with expensive stuffs,

he may not listen to what i tell him to do,

he may irritate me and make me shout back at him,

he may eat alot and even eat my share,

he snores everynight,

BUT,

he can make me laugh till i'm out of breath,

he will want to end a quarrel as soon as possible,

he give me hugs like he knows when i needed one,

he make me thank God everyday that he was my other half.

HE matched him with me.

HE chosed him for me.

HE knows the right person for me.

Thank you Allah.

:)