A Tuesdate with the husband.

Ate at his feberet place, Seoul Garden. (oh, i promised to treat him after he went up & down coz i left after paying for Qusyairi's milk without taking it. Belo right?) So yeah, it really felt like we were dating in the days back then before marriage. We eat eat eat, talk talk talk & there will surely be one joke that make us laugh super loud in Seoul Garden.

And then we went for bowling! (oh, we had free tickets for a game!) hehe. It has been like 84341331 months i've not played. Eversince the start of pregnancy i wasn't allowed to bowl. And guess what lah, as i was about to throw the ball, it went behind. Thanks ah. Thanks. Malu den.

We karaoke-d after that! Ahhhhhhhh, i miss singing! Been pestering the hubs to go karaoke and he kept on saying later later later. So i sang my hearts out lorr. Heeee. And i didnt know we get free one hour on weekdays! Syiokkk lah.

And when we got home, we had movie marathon. That was when after Qusyairi was asleep lah. Eating tidbits, laughing together anddd, the husband snored. Hmm, nothing new. Hahah.

We don't usually have our own time after we had Qusyairi. During the day, when we are about to enjoy a movie, there he goes waking up again and cry for milk or for attention. But wadever it is, we are so blessed to have our little boy around. He taught us to have more patience, to smile alot and, seriously, marriage is much more meaningful after he was born. :)

Cili Padis to my Banmian.

they are like my chili padis to my banmian.

without chili padi, my banmian is not syiok enough to eat.

and a day without them, its incomplete. <3 p="p">

and i'm alone at home. the husband, a day out with his friends & Qusyairi out with his nenek & atok to jemputan. the feeling is like, as if there's a hole in my heart. boleh gitu? :P

i may nag, shout, ask to do this, to do that, make angry faces, masam faces,

but i love these 2 guys in my life, every little bits & pieces of them.

i do question myself most of the times; what if my husband gets tired of my naggings & scoldings & whining?

i did asked him once; have u ever regret in marrying me?

he said; 

"never". 

i've once sang this song to you;

"Andai esok, aku menjadi tanah, sudikah engkau menjadi bunganya?"

i cried like crazy lah, wad else. heh. :')

he may not be rich,

he may not have enough money,

he doesn't pamper me with expensive stuffs,

he may not listen to what i tell him to do,

he may irritate me and make me shout back at him,

he may eat alot and even eat my share,

he snores everynight,

BUT,

he can make me laugh till i'm out of breath,

he will want to end a quarrel as soon as possible,

he give me hugs like he knows when i needed one,

he make me thank God everyday that he was my other half.

HE matched him with me.

HE chosed him for me.

HE knows the right person for me.

Thank you Allah.

:)

bulat bulat.

Believe it or not, i'm typing this while carrying Khair. Of coz with the help of the baby sling carrier. Hehe. Babies nowadays are so clever eh? When we carry them, they can sleep so soundly. If we put them down, there they go, opening their eyes again. Geraaaammm.

Becoming a mum is a whole new different life. My life used to be, waking up late during the weekends, spending free time editing pics slowly, taking my own sweet time to eat, taking my own sweet time to bath and bla bla bla. Now, all that goes poof in thin air. I can no longer wake up late. After subuh means, wake up. No more sleeping back. And of coz, don't expect to have 8 full hours of sleep at night. Khair will be waking up asking for milk, and then poo poo and then pee pee and then he will play play and then... goes back to sleep. Honestly, during the first few weeks, when i wasn't used to it, i cried to my husb complaining how tired i was. Husb did help too giving Khair milk and putting him back to sleep although he's working morning shift the next day. And he'll be waking up with eyes half closed. hee hee. Alhamdullilah as days goes by, we're getting used to it day by day. In fact, we're enjoying it. Babies, really make a home happier eh. :)

we just botak-ed him. i kept on laughing when i see his face. too cute lah. mcm nak gigit pon ader. haha.

baby, baby, baby, oh.

Yg ke tiga-puluh minggu;

Went for check-up with mum yesterday, and that was the very first time without the husb as he had to attend course. My high-blood pressure is forever high and i wonder why. Baby is kicking and moving like nobody's business and i can see my tummy moved by itself okay! it's really a blissful feeling although its kinda scary to see it move like a wave. And i kept on feeling pokings from inside the tum tum. Cute feeling la. Hehe.

The nurses has started giving me advices on what to do if i see any unusual things happening. Where to go and what to bring. Who to call and all that. Thinking about it, i'm really scared. InsyaAllah, i hope things will go smoothly.

Ouh, after all the waitings & patience, husband finally got the job that he has been wanting. Rezeki anak org kater, Alhamdullilah syukur Amin! :) its so true when he kept on saying to be patient and everything that happens, surely there are brighter days in the future! And yerp, i can see rainbows coming! Hehe. <3

misses.

i miss clicking the shutter button.

its been quite sometime since i go out and just take out the camera and snap.

bokeh;

sunset;

colours;

<3;

randomn one.

heeeeeeee.

i noe its been like ages since i've updated my blog. hell yeah, i've got alot of things to post like going to Pinnacle Duxton and Ariah Bobariah's bdae at Hotel Re! (it was awesome surprise coz i managed to make her cry! yay! all thanks to her awesome boypren!)

its April, i noe.
and next month.
yeah. hooooo-haaa.

shmelly nonsense stuffs are happening at work. ihateallthat. it's like seriously wadever.
but neh, its not going to affect my happy-excited mood.

am giving out the cards soon. :D

&, should i paint my room to purple?
still contemplating lei.

and oh, i HATE income tax. tsk BIG time.