A Tuesdate with the husband.

Ate at his feberet place, Seoul Garden. (oh, i promised to treat him after he went up & down coz i left after paying for Qusyairi's milk without taking it. Belo right?) So yeah, it really felt like we were dating in the days back then before marriage. We eat eat eat, talk talk talk & there will surely be one joke that make us laugh super loud in Seoul Garden.

And then we went for bowling! (oh, we had free tickets for a game!) hehe. It has been like 84341331 months i've not played. Eversince the start of pregnancy i wasn't allowed to bowl. And guess what lah, as i was about to throw the ball, it went behind. Thanks ah. Thanks. Malu den.

We karaoke-d after that! Ahhhhhhhh, i miss singing! Been pestering the hubs to go karaoke and he kept on saying later later later. So i sang my hearts out lorr. Heeee. And i didnt know we get free one hour on weekdays! Syiokkk lah.

And when we got home, we had movie marathon. That was when after Qusyairi was asleep lah. Eating tidbits, laughing together anddd, the husband snored. Hmm, nothing new. Hahah.

We don't usually have our own time after we had Qusyairi. During the day, when we are about to enjoy a movie, there he goes waking up again and cry for milk or for attention. But wadever it is, we are so blessed to have our little boy around. He taught us to have more patience, to smile alot and, seriously, marriage is much more meaningful after he was born. :)

Cili Padis to my Banmian.

they are like my chili padis to my banmian.

without chili padi, my banmian is not syiok enough to eat.

and a day without them, its incomplete. <3 p="p">

and i'm alone at home. the husband, a day out with his friends & Qusyairi out with his nenek & atok to jemputan. the feeling is like, as if there's a hole in my heart. boleh gitu? :P

i may nag, shout, ask to do this, to do that, make angry faces, masam faces,

but i love these 2 guys in my life, every little bits & pieces of them.

i do question myself most of the times; what if my husband gets tired of my naggings & scoldings & whining?

i did asked him once; have u ever regret in marrying me?

he said; 

"never". 

i've once sang this song to you;

"Andai esok, aku menjadi tanah, sudikah engkau menjadi bunganya?"

i cried like crazy lah, wad else. heh. :')

he may not be rich,

he may not have enough money,

he doesn't pamper me with expensive stuffs,

he may not listen to what i tell him to do,

he may irritate me and make me shout back at him,

he may eat alot and even eat my share,

he snores everynight,

BUT,

he can make me laugh till i'm out of breath,

he will want to end a quarrel as soon as possible,

he give me hugs like he knows when i needed one,

he make me thank God everyday that he was my other half.

HE matched him with me.

HE chosed him for me.

HE knows the right person for me.

Thank you Allah.

:)

babies; i wanna have your babies.

Happy Tuesday.

I can't stop looking at these 2 siblings. They are just too cute to be true.

kids just have funny stories eh? Like Farrell, he kept on bouncing his butt when i asked whether the cupcake tat he was eating is nice? And he uses any sticks or wadsoever to imitate his dad smoking. Aiyo. So cute la but the smoking part is a big NO to follow.

i wonder wad my baby boy will come up with his funny stories. hehehe.

I dreamt of giving birth last night. I wasn't in pain at all. The next minute i knew, i saw my baby in my hands. Funny but true, i am scared of giving birth but i want to feel how it feels like. I wanna know the pains, the endurance that my mum went through while in labour. InsyaAllah, i'll just pray for the best.

It has been quite sometime since me & hubs had a heart-to-heart session. So yesterday he was on leave, and i was too tired to go work Heh. And we talked and talked. From nonsense topics to topics about whose features the baby is gonna follow, to whether he will be right or left handed, until we came to talk about death. I cried when he asked me; 'Can we still see each other after death?' I am scared till i cried so badly. :'( i do wonder that everytime too, but yesterday the thought was too deep.

now i feel like hugging my husband already.

Week-to-the-ends.

hey hoooo.

some updates on the tummy. i'm fat, don't have to remind me. 

the weekends. i can't wait for this week to end. like seriously. i'm sooooo tired already. :(

and this weekend i have too many things to attend to.

glucose test.

wedding.

bdae party.

wedding.again.

and next week, 

check-up.

bdae party.

kenduri. (can't wait for kenduri. to meet my cousins and of coz the anak sedaressss.)

and oh, i'm quite nervous for the glucose test. i've never heard anything good abt it. they said i have to drink a cup of super sweeeeeet drink and they will test my blood? or issit urine? and have to wait for 3 hours. ohmygawd. lets just wait and see this Saturday.

i've always thought of doing maternity shots. but we can do ourselves using my Canon 600D. heh heh.

no need to waste money horr.

during this period of pregnancy, my pimples are disappearing! im so happy. Unlike 2-3months before pregnancy when i had terrible pimple breakouts and i even cried to my husband, complaining how ugly i look. :( but now, syukur Alhamdullilah. Stay this way boleh? heh. And i can't be bothered to put on make-up. If i do, just powder and blusher. Usually with mascara la, eyeliner la, eyeshadow la. Eeyer. Now all those eeks me. Too lazy to even hold them.

and and, do you watch Super Spontan? if you do, you'll noe where we get this face from. HAHA.

and oh gosh, i dreamt  that Zizan was my boyfriend. And it felt so real, until i woke up and heard someone snoring beside me. heh. Reality hits me back. Woops.

iloveus. ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I want to cry after reading all these. :'/

Sometimes, i don't think i'm perfect for the husband. 

1. Seorang wanita yang jahat adalah lebih buruk daripada 1000 orang lelaki yang jahat.

2. Dua rakaat solat daripada wanita hamil lebih baik daripada 80 rakaat solat wanita yang tidak hamil.

3. Wanita yang beri susu kepada anaknya daripada buah dadanya akan mendapat satu pahala daripada setiap titik susu yang diberikannya.

4. Apabila suami pulang ke rumah dalam keadaan letih dan isteri layan dengan baik akan mendapat pahala jihad.

5. Seorang isteri yang habiskan malamnya dengan tidur yang tidak selesa kerana menjaga yang sakit dapat pahala seperti membebaskan 20 orang hamba.

6. Isteri yang melihat suami dengan kasih sayang dan suami pula melihat isteri dengan penuh kasih sayang, Allah s.w.t. akan pandang dengan penuh rahmat.

7. Wanita yang menyebabkan suaminya keluar di jalan Allah s.w.t. dan kemudian menjaga rumahtangganya akan masuk syurga 500 tahun lebih awal daripada suaminya dan jadi ketua kepada 70 000 Malaikat dan bidadari. Wanita itu akan dimandikan dalam syurga lalu menunggu suaminya sambil menaiki kuda yang dibuat dari permata Yaqut.

8. Wanita yang tidak cukup tidur pada malam hari kerana menjaga anak yang sakit akan diampun oleh Allah s.w.t. seluruh dosanya dan bila dia hiburkan hati anaknya Allah s.w.t. memberinya 12 tahun pahala ibadat.

9. Wanita yang memerah susu binatang dengan bacaan “Bismillah” didoakan oleh binatang itu dengan doa keberkatan.

10. Wanita yang menguli tepung dengan “Bismillah” Allah s.w.t. akan berkatkan rezekinya.

11. Wanita yang menyapu lantai dengan berzikir dapat pahala seperti menyapu lantai Baitullah.

12. Wanita yang menjaga solat, puasa dan taat pada suami, Allah s.w.t. mengizinkannya masuk syurga dari mana-mana pintu yang ia kehendaki.

13. Pahala bagi wanita hamil adalah seperti berpuasa pada siang hari dan beribadat pada malam hari.

14. Wanita yang bersalin akan dapat pahala 70 tahun solat dan puasa dan setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya Allah swt. akan beri satu pahala haji.

15. Sekiranya wanita itu meninggal dunia dalam masa 40 hari selepas bersalin ia dikira mati syahid.

16. Apabila seorang wanita yang menyusukan anaknya yang menagis diwaktu malam dengan sabar, dia dapat pahala satu tahun sembahyang dan puasa.

17. Kalau wanita menyusui anaknya sampai cukup tempoh 2 suku tahun maka malaikat di langit datang bawa khabar gembira bahawa syurga wajib bagi kamu.

18. Kalau isteri layan suami tanpa khianat dapat pahala 12 tahun solat.

19. Wanita yang picit suami tanpa disuruh dapat pahala 7 tola emas manakala isteri yang picit suami bila disuruh akan dapat pahala 7 tola perak.

20. Wanita yang meninggal dunia dengan dapat keredhaan suaminya, dia akan masuk syurga.

21. Seorang wanita solehah lebih baik daripada 70 orang lelaki yang soleh.

22. Jika suami mengajar satu masalah agama pada isterinya dia akan dapat pahala 80 tahun ibadat.

23. Semua orang akan dipanggil untuk melihat wajah Allah swt di akhirat tetapi Allah swt sendiri akan datang pada wanita yang memberati auratnya iaitu yang memakai purdah di dunia ini dengan istiqamah (tetap).

24. Seorang isteri yang menyambut baik kedatangan suaminya yang dalam keadaan marah, Allah swt beri kepadanya setengah pahala jihad.

25. Allah swt berkati dalam rezeki bila seorang wanita memasak dengan zikir Bismillah.

26. Allah swt akan melaknati wanita yang sengaja mendedahkan auratnya kepada lelaki yang bukan muhrimnya.

Time flies.

Without realizing, little one is already 24weeks inside my tum-tum. I still can't believe i'm having a huge tummy bulging out whenever i look down. 2nd trimester was relaxing, not much problems. Baby gave me some time to enjoy this period huh. I guess it will all come back in the 3rd trimester which is coming soon. Like reaaaal soon. Based on the resources that i've read. Hopefully, not as bad as the 1st two weeks eh.

Everything is like in a ZOOM. Firstly, got married, and then got to know im pregnant and then by the time i know my little boy is gonna be born. And then, here comes the tedious part, our gonna-be-built-soon house. Ohmygawd. Gonna live independently without my mum, cooking on my own, tidying on my own, managing our humble little house. And yeah, financial part. Every stages, money saved, surely there is sumting tat need to be spent on. InsyaAllah, murahkanlah rezeki kami. Amin Ya RabbalAlamin.

You know, or maybe everyone should know that this period of time, someone's feelings got overly sensitive. It wasn't exactly directed to me but it was to my husband, the other half of me. And of coz if anyone were to say anything bad or hurt him, i would feel partly of it too. Anger got over me, but the husband was just smiling away. He is just cool ain't he? Wait, i'm not praising him or wadsoever here but really, if i were him, i would have shouted directly on his face. Sigh, inilah org penyabar. I believe, one fine day, God will surely noe wad to do to tat particular person. Just sit back & relax beybeh. ;)

lets korek hidung and buat bodoh eh? hahaah.

the one,

hi hello.hello hi.

HEHHHH.

its beeeeen erms, too long. indeed super long ever since i've updated in this blog.

IKRRRRR.

marriage life, Alhamdullilah has been a blissed.

i do expect ups&downs of the rumahtangge.

"Allah akan memberi pelbagai ujian kepada umatnya."

InsyaAllah, God give me enough strength to go through all that.

and so, can i ermms, sort of compliment the husband here?

bcoz, he has been an amazing husband for this nearly 4-months of marriage.

And insyaAllah, he will be as amazing as he is for the rest of our journey throughout.

he is always there, when i needed.

he's there to bring me up when i'm down.

he laughs when i'm mad.

we will laugh together when we dun have enough money. crazy, indeed.

he tells me i'm prettty although there are thousands of pimples on my face.

he will try his very best to keep tat smile on my face.

his nonsense jokes, are wayyyy too nonsense indeed.

i kept on thanking God everyday for sending someone like you.

 

i can't imagine my life without you.