A Tuesdate with the husband.

Ate at his feberet place, Seoul Garden. (oh, i promised to treat him after he went up & down coz i left after paying for Qusyairi's milk without taking it. Belo right?) So yeah, it really felt like we were dating in the days back then before marriage. We eat eat eat, talk talk talk & there will surely be one joke that make us laugh super loud in Seoul Garden.

And then we went for bowling! (oh, we had free tickets for a game!) hehe. It has been like 84341331 months i've not played. Eversince the start of pregnancy i wasn't allowed to bowl. And guess what lah, as i was about to throw the ball, it went behind. Thanks ah. Thanks. Malu den.

We karaoke-d after that! Ahhhhhhhh, i miss singing! Been pestering the hubs to go karaoke and he kept on saying later later later. So i sang my hearts out lorr. Heeee. And i didnt know we get free one hour on weekdays! Syiokkk lah.

And when we got home, we had movie marathon. That was when after Qusyairi was asleep lah. Eating tidbits, laughing together anddd, the husband snored. Hmm, nothing new. Hahah.

We don't usually have our own time after we had Qusyairi. During the day, when we are about to enjoy a movie, there he goes waking up again and cry for milk or for attention. But wadever it is, we are so blessed to have our little boy around. He taught us to have more patience, to smile alot and, seriously, marriage is much more meaningful after he was born. :)

Salam Semua.

You know how i hate it when i didn't blog for quite sometime and i will go, "oh my, its been a month or err, half a year gone, or its been weeks since i last blogged". Somebody should just slap me laaa. I mean, who cares if i blog or doesn't? HAHA. I'm not someone who is popular for people to be reading this little, humble blog of mine. so yeah.

And so, life resumes as i've started working. Working life, a wife & a mother. I seriously thank God that i have my mom. She's been taking care of Qusyairi when i went out for work. She doesn't complain, she doesn't nag at all. I'm still proud as ever of her. She can still cook, clean, do ironing & still layan my botak boy.

On the 13th of Dec, my mommy turned 49 & it was the same day when the bro got enlisted for Tekong! When we all guessed that he will surely kena police. But in the end, army says HI to him! hehe.

of course, mum cries on the day itself & she just cried again last 2 days. she said she missed afiq & scared he will get tortured in camp. auww ibu.. 

my mum is like that one lah. when i was going for camp in pri 5. she kissed me left & right and tears already gathered in her eyes. 

and she also told me that when i went for my honeymoon, she cried coz she missed me. 

ibuuuuuu, gue sayang sama loh. forever & ever.

fyi, while typing this, i feel like crying myself too. oh, mums are like that issit? hee.

sigh, my boy is growing up too fast. super fast indeed. 

there are days where he gets way too cranky, or too happy, or too active. 

my cranky superman.

he's getting adorable as days passes.

what i like most now is; he doesnt wakes up as much as he does when it was during his early months.

heh.

and he kept on wanting to hold his own bottle when his hands are not that big enough & he doesnt even know how to grab it. MCM PAHAM ONLY LA this boyyy. haha. and ohh, he loves it when there are ppl around him talking to him. and he will response; either by shouting or heyyyy, or hooooo, or raaaaaaa & wadever else baby languages lah.

and weehee! bonus coming! there a super long list which i need to buy. and hands are itching to shop!
And also, i wanna go S.E.A Aquarium! mcm best jeeee.

Raut wajahmu;

HELLOOO!

i can't believe i'm going back to work next week, Mondayyyyyyyyy. oh my, the monday blues will be back. uwekkkk. time flies reallie fast when i'm at home. Kalau pat keje, mak ai. mcm bleh tdo berpuluh kali bangon balek pon tak time-time nak balek. aiya.

and of coz, i'm going to miss every single bit of moment while i was at home taking care of this little monster! hehe. He makes my world goes weeehooo everytime he smiles at me you noe. Can't beat the most good-looking guy out there. Mehehe. 

Look below; iphone cameras are the best when it comes to capturing babies expressions. Although, the resolutions are not that good.

mekh,hmm,yayy,hooooi!

the most i would miss; bathing him every morning after his feed.

his style of 'buat-cake'. yummm? heh.

 his cries. fake ones i tell you. ngade-ngade.

 my most favourite, watching him sleep. ZzzzZZzz.

its gonna be November tomorrow. which means, i'll be a year older on the very 3rd day of the month. which is, dua-puloh tiga. I dunnoe why, i dun feel as excited as i was as in previous years.Maybe because, i have the most precious gift that God has granted me. So ever precious that i wouldn't even want to exchange with anything else although he cries alot, poops on me, pee-ed on me etc etc. Hehe.

okaylah, baby dah nangis! toodles.

baby, baby, baby, oh.

Yg ke tiga-puluh minggu;

Went for check-up with mum yesterday, and that was the very first time without the husb as he had to attend course. My high-blood pressure is forever high and i wonder why. Baby is kicking and moving like nobody's business and i can see my tummy moved by itself okay! it's really a blissful feeling although its kinda scary to see it move like a wave. And i kept on feeling pokings from inside the tum tum. Cute feeling la. Hehe.

The nurses has started giving me advices on what to do if i see any unusual things happening. Where to go and what to bring. Who to call and all that. Thinking about it, i'm really scared. InsyaAllah, i hope things will go smoothly.

Ouh, after all the waitings & patience, husband finally got the job that he has been wanting. Rezeki anak org kater, Alhamdullilah syukur Amin! :) its so true when he kept on saying to be patient and everything that happens, surely there are brighter days in the future! And yerp, i can see rainbows coming! Hehe. <3

babies; i wanna have your babies.

Happy Tuesday.

I can't stop looking at these 2 siblings. They are just too cute to be true.

kids just have funny stories eh? Like Farrell, he kept on bouncing his butt when i asked whether the cupcake tat he was eating is nice? And he uses any sticks or wadsoever to imitate his dad smoking. Aiyo. So cute la but the smoking part is a big NO to follow.

i wonder wad my baby boy will come up with his funny stories. hehehe.

I dreamt of giving birth last night. I wasn't in pain at all. The next minute i knew, i saw my baby in my hands. Funny but true, i am scared of giving birth but i want to feel how it feels like. I wanna know the pains, the endurance that my mum went through while in labour. InsyaAllah, i'll just pray for the best.

It has been quite sometime since me & hubs had a heart-to-heart session. So yesterday he was on leave, and i was too tired to go work Heh. And we talked and talked. From nonsense topics to topics about whose features the baby is gonna follow, to whether he will be right or left handed, until we came to talk about death. I cried when he asked me; 'Can we still see each other after death?' I am scared till i cried so badly. :'( i do wonder that everytime too, but yesterday the thought was too deep.

now i feel like hugging my husband already.

May 14th - May 27th. ♥

summarised photos of events.

events that i would love to keep as memories till the day i lay on the deathbed.

madu cover bulan. 

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