One of the few advantages of getting pregnant is; of coz the 4 months maternity leave. 13 more days to the long rest which I've been patiently waiting.

Bcoz, work sucks. It has been suckier nowadays. With the shortage of manpower, with my kuku HOD, with nonsense people working here. These kinda of people need to learn their lesson. I'm praying that they can't get any new staff within these 13 days. And then. HAHA. baru padan muker kau. My husband warned me not to pick up any calls from the office when i'm on leave. And yes, i will ignore.

Everytime when i go check-up, my blood pressure is usually high. When the doctor asked, am i stressed up with anything, i would just say no. Indeed, i'm not that stressed up with work until like, this period. I tink, i tink too much. So, i will heckcare from now on. I will just ya ya, okay okay and poof, go for maternity leave. Seriously, i can't waaaaait!

In life,

In life,

One is not supposed to talk big, to show off, and to be arrogant.

When you do that, not only God hates that. But us, normal human beings hate that. And some even curse you back saying all those not nice words behind your back. And do you know that, what goes out from our mouth is Do'a? So, try to imagine, some or maybe a whole lot of people saying unpleasant words to you, hoping you'll get into all those mishaps and all? Astarghfirrullahalazim. Aren't you scared? If you are not, i am. And i don't understand why there are people who still do all these. Who are too arrogant and too show-off-ing. Haiya.

Revenge is something that will make us feel, puas hati. But, its not about revenge, but its about for that particular person to learn a lesson. To learn not being too show off. Oh, its just a piece of paper, a diploma. And you're talking as if you've earned some masters shit. And please, your diploma is not from some recognised organisation. If it's from a polytechnic, then fine. But this, you were not qualified at all to continue for this piece of paper at all.

In life,

Its better to just keep quiet at times and let the flow goes. Oh well, i'm already like that. But, of course, when the time comes for me to shout. I will screaaaaaam.

:)

baby, baby, baby, oh.

Yg ke tiga-puluh minggu;

Went for check-up with mum yesterday, and that was the very first time without the husb as he had to attend course. My high-blood pressure is forever high and i wonder why. Baby is kicking and moving like nobody's business and i can see my tummy moved by itself okay! it's really a blissful feeling although its kinda scary to see it move like a wave. And i kept on feeling pokings from inside the tum tum. Cute feeling la. Hehe.

The nurses has started giving me advices on what to do if i see any unusual things happening. Where to go and what to bring. Who to call and all that. Thinking about it, i'm really scared. InsyaAllah, i hope things will go smoothly.

Ouh, after all the waitings & patience, husband finally got the job that he has been wanting. Rezeki anak org kater, Alhamdullilah syukur Amin! :) its so true when he kept on saying to be patient and everything that happens, surely there are brighter days in the future! And yerp, i can see rainbows coming! Hehe. <3

babies; i wanna have your babies.

Happy Tuesday.

I can't stop looking at these 2 siblings. They are just too cute to be true.

kids just have funny stories eh? Like Farrell, he kept on bouncing his butt when i asked whether the cupcake tat he was eating is nice? And he uses any sticks or wadsoever to imitate his dad smoking. Aiyo. So cute la but the smoking part is a big NO to follow.

i wonder wad my baby boy will come up with his funny stories. hehehe.

I dreamt of giving birth last night. I wasn't in pain at all. The next minute i knew, i saw my baby in my hands. Funny but true, i am scared of giving birth but i want to feel how it feels like. I wanna know the pains, the endurance that my mum went through while in labour. InsyaAllah, i'll just pray for the best.

It has been quite sometime since me & hubs had a heart-to-heart session. So yesterday he was on leave, and i was too tired to go work Heh. And we talked and talked. From nonsense topics to topics about whose features the baby is gonna follow, to whether he will be right or left handed, until we came to talk about death. I cried when he asked me; 'Can we still see each other after death?' I am scared till i cried so badly. :'( i do wonder that everytime too, but yesterday the thought was too deep.

now i feel like hugging my husband already.

Week-to-the-ends.

hey hoooo.

some updates on the tummy. i'm fat, don't have to remind me. 

the weekends. i can't wait for this week to end. like seriously. i'm sooooo tired already. :(

and this weekend i have too many things to attend to.

glucose test.

wedding.

bdae party.

wedding.again.

and next week, 

check-up.

bdae party.

kenduri. (can't wait for kenduri. to meet my cousins and of coz the anak sedaressss.)

and oh, i'm quite nervous for the glucose test. i've never heard anything good abt it. they said i have to drink a cup of super sweeeeeet drink and they will test my blood? or issit urine? and have to wait for 3 hours. ohmygawd. lets just wait and see this Saturday.

i've always thought of doing maternity shots. but we can do ourselves using my Canon 600D. heh heh.

no need to waste money horr.

during this period of pregnancy, my pimples are disappearing! im so happy. Unlike 2-3months before pregnancy when i had terrible pimple breakouts and i even cried to my husband, complaining how ugly i look. :( but now, syukur Alhamdullilah. Stay this way boleh? heh. And i can't be bothered to put on make-up. If i do, just powder and blusher. Usually with mascara la, eyeliner la, eyeshadow la. Eeyer. Now all those eeks me. Too lazy to even hold them.

and and, do you watch Super Spontan? if you do, you'll noe where we get this face from. HAHA.

and oh gosh, i dreamt  that Zizan was my boyfriend. And it felt so real, until i woke up and heard someone snoring beside me. heh. Reality hits me back. Woops.

iloveus. ♥

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

I want to cry after reading all these. :'/

Sometimes, i don't think i'm perfect for the husband. 

1. Seorang wanita yang jahat adalah lebih buruk daripada 1000 orang lelaki yang jahat.

2. Dua rakaat solat daripada wanita hamil lebih baik daripada 80 rakaat solat wanita yang tidak hamil.

3. Wanita yang beri susu kepada anaknya daripada buah dadanya akan mendapat satu pahala daripada setiap titik susu yang diberikannya.

4. Apabila suami pulang ke rumah dalam keadaan letih dan isteri layan dengan baik akan mendapat pahala jihad.

5. Seorang isteri yang habiskan malamnya dengan tidur yang tidak selesa kerana menjaga yang sakit dapat pahala seperti membebaskan 20 orang hamba.

6. Isteri yang melihat suami dengan kasih sayang dan suami pula melihat isteri dengan penuh kasih sayang, Allah s.w.t. akan pandang dengan penuh rahmat.

7. Wanita yang menyebabkan suaminya keluar di jalan Allah s.w.t. dan kemudian menjaga rumahtangganya akan masuk syurga 500 tahun lebih awal daripada suaminya dan jadi ketua kepada 70 000 Malaikat dan bidadari. Wanita itu akan dimandikan dalam syurga lalu menunggu suaminya sambil menaiki kuda yang dibuat dari permata Yaqut.

8. Wanita yang tidak cukup tidur pada malam hari kerana menjaga anak yang sakit akan diampun oleh Allah s.w.t. seluruh dosanya dan bila dia hiburkan hati anaknya Allah s.w.t. memberinya 12 tahun pahala ibadat.

9. Wanita yang memerah susu binatang dengan bacaan “Bismillah” didoakan oleh binatang itu dengan doa keberkatan.

10. Wanita yang menguli tepung dengan “Bismillah” Allah s.w.t. akan berkatkan rezekinya.

11. Wanita yang menyapu lantai dengan berzikir dapat pahala seperti menyapu lantai Baitullah.

12. Wanita yang menjaga solat, puasa dan taat pada suami, Allah s.w.t. mengizinkannya masuk syurga dari mana-mana pintu yang ia kehendaki.

13. Pahala bagi wanita hamil adalah seperti berpuasa pada siang hari dan beribadat pada malam hari.

14. Wanita yang bersalin akan dapat pahala 70 tahun solat dan puasa dan setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya Allah swt. akan beri satu pahala haji.

15. Sekiranya wanita itu meninggal dunia dalam masa 40 hari selepas bersalin ia dikira mati syahid.

16. Apabila seorang wanita yang menyusukan anaknya yang menagis diwaktu malam dengan sabar, dia dapat pahala satu tahun sembahyang dan puasa.

17. Kalau wanita menyusui anaknya sampai cukup tempoh 2 suku tahun maka malaikat di langit datang bawa khabar gembira bahawa syurga wajib bagi kamu.

18. Kalau isteri layan suami tanpa khianat dapat pahala 12 tahun solat.

19. Wanita yang picit suami tanpa disuruh dapat pahala 7 tola emas manakala isteri yang picit suami bila disuruh akan dapat pahala 7 tola perak.

20. Wanita yang meninggal dunia dengan dapat keredhaan suaminya, dia akan masuk syurga.

21. Seorang wanita solehah lebih baik daripada 70 orang lelaki yang soleh.

22. Jika suami mengajar satu masalah agama pada isterinya dia akan dapat pahala 80 tahun ibadat.

23. Semua orang akan dipanggil untuk melihat wajah Allah swt di akhirat tetapi Allah swt sendiri akan datang pada wanita yang memberati auratnya iaitu yang memakai purdah di dunia ini dengan istiqamah (tetap).

24. Seorang isteri yang menyambut baik kedatangan suaminya yang dalam keadaan marah, Allah swt beri kepadanya setengah pahala jihad.

25. Allah swt berkati dalam rezeki bila seorang wanita memasak dengan zikir Bismillah.

26. Allah swt akan melaknati wanita yang sengaja mendedahkan auratnya kepada lelaki yang bukan muhrimnya.

Dam dam didi didi.

wall decals are awesome muchhhh. kept on browsing & browsing for them for the last few hours. I can't wait for the new house; just to decorate it. heh heh. i want my house to be simple. kater org boyan tu, tak 'ebu.' and i dun wan to have many things inside the house. moreover, its just a small flat, so cannot place too many things inside the house.

so yeah, 887B, #07- errr, forgot pulak. haha.

Time flies.

Without realizing, little one is already 24weeks inside my tum-tum. I still can't believe i'm having a huge tummy bulging out whenever i look down. 2nd trimester was relaxing, not much problems. Baby gave me some time to enjoy this period huh. I guess it will all come back in the 3rd trimester which is coming soon. Like reaaaal soon. Based on the resources that i've read. Hopefully, not as bad as the 1st two weeks eh.

Everything is like in a ZOOM. Firstly, got married, and then got to know im pregnant and then by the time i know my little boy is gonna be born. And then, here comes the tedious part, our gonna-be-built-soon house. Ohmygawd. Gonna live independently without my mum, cooking on my own, tidying on my own, managing our humble little house. And yeah, financial part. Every stages, money saved, surely there is sumting tat need to be spent on. InsyaAllah, murahkanlah rezeki kami. Amin Ya RabbalAlamin.

You know, or maybe everyone should know that this period of time, someone's feelings got overly sensitive. It wasn't exactly directed to me but it was to my husband, the other half of me. And of coz if anyone were to say anything bad or hurt him, i would feel partly of it too. Anger got over me, but the husband was just smiling away. He is just cool ain't he? Wait, i'm not praising him or wadsoever here but really, if i were him, i would have shouted directly on his face. Sigh, inilah org penyabar. I believe, one fine day, God will surely noe wad to do to tat particular person. Just sit back & relax beybeh. ;)

lets korek hidung and buat bodoh eh? hahaah.

little one.

i guess, blogging is when i feel like i want to. heh.

first & foremost, syukur Alhamdullilah. 

A little one is growing inside! Having to know the developments, reading from one week to another and how the growth continues, amaze me. From just the size of a seed, can grow into hands, legs, eyes, head etc etc. And of course, morning sickness and a few other symptoms are there to remind you; "Yes, you are having a baby inside you". First check-up, i gained 9kgs. my jaw literally dropped. Seriously. And seeing through the ultrasound, the size of a seed, just makes me wanna tear up. So, where does the 9kg come from eh? Haha. So you can imagine how gigantic i may look now. :P

Everyone around me has been super duper supportive and extra caring. Especially the hubs, ibu & mum-in-law. They are too sweet. Hubs kept on saying i look more & more attractive day by day. Yer ker nieeeee? Hehh. Oh, he knows that we, pregnant women need those kind of words more rather than saying us fat. Right? I can be unreasonably sensitive with just a little word. Sucks much.

So here it is, im about 9 weeks already. 

Say hi!

misses.

i miss clicking the shutter button.

its been quite sometime since i go out and just take out the camera and snap.

bokeh;

sunset;

colours;

<3;

May 14th - May 27th. ♥

summarised photos of events.

events that i would love to keep as memories till the day i lay on the deathbed.

madu cover bulan. 

this is how the story went;

the one,

hi hello.hello hi.

HEHHHH.

its beeeeen erms, too long. indeed super long ever since i've updated in this blog.

IKRRRRR.

marriage life, Alhamdullilah has been a blissed.

i do expect ups&downs of the rumahtangge.

"Allah akan memberi pelbagai ujian kepada umatnya."

InsyaAllah, God give me enough strength to go through all that.

and so, can i ermms, sort of compliment the husband here?

bcoz, he has been an amazing husband for this nearly 4-months of marriage.

And insyaAllah, he will be as amazing as he is for the rest of our journey throughout.

he is always there, when i needed.

he's there to bring me up when i'm down.

he laughs when i'm mad.

we will laugh together when we dun have enough money. crazy, indeed.

he tells me i'm prettty although there are thousands of pimples on my face.

he will try his very best to keep tat smile on my face.

his nonsense jokes, are wayyyy too nonsense indeed.

i kept on thanking God everyday for sending someone like you.

 

i can't imagine my life without you.

randomn one.

heeeeeeee.

i noe its been like ages since i've updated my blog. hell yeah, i've got alot of things to post like going to Pinnacle Duxton and Ariah Bobariah's bdae at Hotel Re! (it was awesome surprise coz i managed to make her cry! yay! all thanks to her awesome boypren!)

its April, i noe.
and next month.
yeah. hooooo-haaa.

shmelly nonsense stuffs are happening at work. ihateallthat. it's like seriously wadever.
but neh, its not going to affect my happy-excited mood.

am giving out the cards soon. :D

&, should i paint my room to purple?
still contemplating lei.

and oh, i HATE income tax. tsk BIG time.

a year. ♥

its been a year;
i thank Allah for giving me such a blessed engagement.

oh, hw many more months to go?
A BIG FAT T-H-R-E-E. ♥

u noe, its excited thinking about it but stressed at the same time. bukan laa stress pasal aper ke bende, but there are still things not done. like, choosing of outfits and all. i noe its not the time now, but stillllll. Aiya, takper laa, pelan2. hehh.

and psssst; i've got Kate-the-Spadeee!
ahhhh, tak sabar nyerr nak pakai! hehh. :D

gong xi, gong xi.

eve of CNY;

a simple heiiii heiii heiii sushi date. <3

too much of sushi-es can make u feel like vomiting. but after tat, it makes u wanna eat againnn. hehh.

the CNY;

pek-niccc & kite flying @ West Coast.

lelongg kites!

hi hensem! :P

 Aisy Eshan. Give a clap for urself if u can pronounce his name properly eh! hehhh.

 and thennn, woodlands waterfront for - finishing up food! haha.

irritating ;)

Azman shariff was busily playing a game on his iphone. and so i irritatingly covered the screen to not let him play. And he just looked at me with this kind of face: -___-

And i said; "i am irritating ritee? So, do you still wanna marry me?"

HAHA.

And he replied; "of coz, bcoz i can be more irritating than that."

Like this:

He snatch my spoonful of ice mango pudding which was gonna be inside my mouth soon. Haha.

There are just certain things which has happened; and you just wanna write in down somewhere so as not to forget that wonderful moment. :)

time is too short when i'm with you.

only one.

for the most dearest person in my heart. cheydebah. <3

not yet a new book. :)

 8th Jan, 14th chapter.

as days goes by, i find you more attractive lei. how like tat?

hehh.

have you ever felt a feeling like,

"ish, sayanggg nyer aku pat kau'' tat kind of thing?

weird but true though. :*

uh-huh. we went this on that day.

honestly, most of the times i felt like crying. the way the ustazah ask and talk things about marriage, just wanna make me tear okay.

and guess what?

the minute after this kursus,

we sat on a chair at MBS, we both planned about our money.

the savings and all. it feels good to plan all these kind of things.

especially with you. :)

(psst, tokyo dok!)

ppl say, money can't buy love.

but, the divorce rate is gettting higher all due to money problems. maybe not all, but MOST.

insyaAllah ours wun be. :)

insyaAllah.

eleben eleben.

i still havent welcome 2011 from this blog eh.

how kental can i get?

one of my new yr resolutions; which is sumting diff from all the resolutions that i've made before from the past few years.

which is: to be a great wife to Azman Shariff.

yes, i've put this in my status on FB.

but guess what? my ITCHYYYY HANDS accidentally deleted it.

LIKE WTHHH. ergh.

my 2011 planner. i'm loving it! pap para pappaaaa.

here are the events on the last week of 2010. one straight row of events lorr.

1st: Company Dinner.

Yummy foods.

I LOVE THIS. SUPERB.

BOTH TANs.

my babesss! :D

time for this, always a must eh. hehh.

2. 13 cells!

something diff from spooktacular. But i prefer spooktacular though. This one, like seram sejukkkks like tat. :S

3. to end 2010, a great movie is LOVED!

i wanna watch this again. over & over againn.

damn hilariousss!

so yerp, buhbye 2010!

lets welcome 2011 with lots of loveeee!

<3